The
calling on Samuel's life began before he heard the voice of the Lord in the
middle of the night. It began before he was even born, when his barren
mother, Hannah, cried soundlessly from the depths of her soul, with anguish,
with deep desire for a child. In her petition she asked the Lord for a
son and she offered this child back to the Lord. Eli happened by and saw a
woman so beset that he thought she was drunk. When he realized the turmoil of
her soul, Eli blessed her prayer and true to her word she brought her boy
Samuel back to Eli when he was three years old. I wonder what went
through her mind as she took that journey with Samuel. Did she was worry
about Eli's ability to care for and lead her son? After all Eli's own sons were
gaining quite a reputation. It was faith and a profound trust in God to care for her and Samuel, that carried Hannah up to the temple and to Eli, saying: “Oh my lord, as you
live my lord, I am the woman who was standing here in your presence, praying to
the LORD. For this child I prayed and the Lord granted me the petition
that I made to him. Therefore I have lent him to the LORD; as long as he
lives he is given to the Lord.”
Hannah
prayed and said,
My heart
exalts in the LORD;
my
strength is exalted in God.
My mouth
derides my enemies,
because I
rejoice in my victory.
There is
no Holy One like the LORD;
no one
besides you;
there is
no rock like our God.
Talk no
more so very proudly,
let no
arrogance come from your
mouth;
for the
Lord is a God of knowledge,
and by
him actions are weighed.
The bows
of the mighty are broken,
but the
feeble gird on strength.
Those who
were full have hired
themselves
out for bread,
but those
who were hungry ate fat
with
spoil.
The
barren has borne seven,
but she
who has many children is
forlorn.
The LORD
kills and brings to life;
he brings
down to Sheol and raises
up.
The LORD
makes poor and exalts rich;
he brings
low, he also exalts.
He raises
up the poor from the dust;
he lifts
the needy from the ash heap,
to make
them sit with princes
and
inherit a seat of honor.
For the
pillars of the earth are the
LORD's
and on
them he has set the world.
He will
guard his faithful
ones,
but the
wicked shall be cut off in darkness;
for not
by might does one prevail.
The LORD!
His adversaries shall be
shattered;
the most
high will thunder in
heaven.
The LORD
will judge the ends of the earth;
he will
give strength to his king,
and exalt
the power of his anointed.
Hannah's
prayer is an enormously powerful theological statement that sings a song of
triumph in the midst of travail and depicts the coming day of the Lord.
Hannah is speaking of how the Lord has prevailed in her life, how her tormentors
have been silenced. There is a collapsing of time as she prays and her words
reach beyond her to include the marginalized in every time and place. She
speaks to a time when all that is wrong with the world will be turned on its
head. This grand reversal is also the story of Israel, of Jesus, of God's
Kingdom amongst us and his Kingdom that is yet to come in its fullness.
Samuel
the boy with the unusual childhood; raised at the temple at Shiloh, by Eli, half
blind and withered by age. The strange
and wonderful sights, sounds and smells of the temple, the duties of the daily,
would shape his life. There were pots to be scrubbed, rooms to be cleaned,
doors to be opened, fires to tend. I wonder if Eli delighted in the life that
Samuel brought to the temple or if he was too burdened by the grief of his own
sons to appreciate the gift Samuel was to him in those years. The Lord had
spoken to Eli - this was the end of the line for him and his sons because his
sons were treating the Lord’s offering with contempt, taking the best pieces of
meat and bringing them home to roast, sleeping with the women who helped out in
the sanctuary. And Eli was complicit
because he did not deal well with them; he was too indulgent. Amidst
the ruins of his own family life Eli had Samuel, a kind and obedient boy who
loved him and kept him company at the end of his life.
Samuel
was deep in sleep when he heard his name cut through the silence of the night,
through his dream and into the room where he lay. It is always unsettling
to be woken in the pit of the night. The silence is as ominous as the sound
that is heard but not identified. It can be a struggle to discern what is real
and what is imagined. Our bodies respond: the mind races, the heart pounds.
It's as though our deepest fears and anxieties have been waiting all day to
swallow us in the belly of the night, when we are most vulnerable.
"Samuel,
Samuel," the voice said. Samuel woke up and instinctively went to Eli,
"Here I am, you called for me." Eli replied, "I did not
call, lie down again." Samuel returned to his room in a sleepy stooper
somewhere between conscious and subconscious reality. And then it
happened again, "Samuel" the voice called. It had to be Eli. Samuel got up, walked gingerly to Eli’s bedside
and quietly said, "Here I am, you called for me." Eli, was puzzled by
the strange night too. It had been a long time since Samuel had woken in
the night and come to him, "I did not call for you, lie down again."
Samuel was now somewhere between frustration, fear and curiosity.
If nothing else, this night was unusual.
The next
sentence in our story reads, "Now Samuel did not know the Lord and the
word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him." Surely this boy
who grew up in the temple, who laid beside the ark of the Lord at night, who
kept the oil in the lamp, who knew the difference between sin offerings, guilt
offerings and burnt offerings, knew the Lord! This implies there is a
more personal or intimate knowing of the Lord. Think back to all of the
ways people have known God in the stories of the Old Testament. How Moses
and Joshua were covered in a cloud so glorious Joshua did not want to
leave. The way Moses face shone so
severely after meeting with the Lord that he had to wear a veil when he
addressed the people. There were bushes
that flamed but were not consumed, there were three strangers who met Abraham at
the Oaks of Mamre. And Jacob had a memorable night-time encounter himself. Do you
remember it? Jacob had separated himself from his family with a river between
them. The next day he would meet his brother for the first time since
stealing the blessing and fleeing his home, and the weight of this bore down
fiercely on Jacob. When suddenly, out of the darkness a stranger leapt
and tackled him. They wrestled against one another through that long and
terrible night. Jacob never saw the face of his mysterious opponent though he was desperate to. Who was the strong and terrible man he was wrestling? Before the dawn broke, before the identity of the attacker might be revealed, the stranger touched his hip. Jacob released
his grip, the attacker fled. Jacob would never be the same after that
night; he would have the limp as an ever -present reminder of the stranger who
held him in his grip as he let it all out, that night by the river.
And after
this night, Samuel's life would be changed, Samuel would be transformed into a prophet of the
Lord.
Perhaps
you can think back to an experience of God that changed your life; when God
became more than an idea, or a philosophy, or a good story. When he spoke to
you, out of the ordinary or extraordinary events of life, out of the silence,
or the beauty of creation, or the ruins of life, through his word, or the words
of others. The truth is, we have God who desires to be near to his
people, who has revealed his very self to us in Jesus, whose is always
speaking.
The Lord
called Samuel a third time and when he went to Eli he perceived that the Lord
was calling the boy. The word of the Lord was rare in those days and visions
were not widespread. This was a jarring night for Eli too.
Eli gathered his thoughts and said to him, “ Go lie down and if he calls you,
you shall say, speak Lord for your servant is listening.” Eli came alongside
Samuel and instructed him on how to proceed; to address the Lord and to listen.
I appreciate that Eli allows this to be Samuel’s experience. I think if I
was Eli, I might have followed behind Samuel and peeked in the room, or sat
quietly on the foot of his bed. Maybe I would have taken a pen and paper so
nothing was missed. Then we could have a really great debrief about the whole
experience (and I could be sure to lay my whole interpretation over it). And in
doing so I would have completely taken over/gotten in the way/snatched the
beauty and mystery and intimacy of the experience from the child. Eli
allows Samuel to have a direct encounter with the Lord; he does not try to
mediate it, he has helped him to discern what God is doing and now he will go
back to sleep. And Samuel will utter the words that will change his life,
“speak Lord, for your servant is listening.”
God’s
entrusted young Samuel with a serious word: “See I am about to do something
that will make both ears of anyone who hears tingle.” Samuel might have
known that particular tingling right then as he heard the voice of the
Lord. I wonder what was triggered in his imagination as he heard the
words, “I am about to do something.” This was the kid who slept beside
the ark of the Lord after all, he had known the stories of God’s deliverance,
how the ark had been carried across the Jordan river, how the walls fell down at
the sound of the horn and the trumpets. He knew of the judges God had
raised up, and how God had used them to save his people. The Lord went on
to tell Samuel that Eli’s house would be wiped out, there would be no sacrifice
to atone for the sins of his family. Perhaps God wanted to help Samuel
understand all that he has seen in Eli’s family. After all it would have
been hard for the boy to reconcile the disrespect and contempt of God he saw
from Eli’s sons with all that Eli had been teaching him, and what he had known
from his own mother. Maybe the Lord wanted to make sure that Samuel understood
that the death of Eli’s sons was a judgement from God for their sins and he
wants to speak to him personally about it. However you look at it, this
is not the word you might expect God to give the young boy. God does not
underestimate the child or patronize him; he entrusts him with a serious word
and we learn that even (and maybe especially) children can be trusted with
God’s word.
In this
story it is the blind man who sees what the Lord is doing and it is the child
that hears from the Lord and is chosen by God. This is the God who Hannah
prayed to, the God who brings low and exalts, the God who chooses the second
born Jacob rather than first born Esau, politically and economically weak
Israel over rich and powerful Egypt, young Samuel as the last and greatest
judge in Israel.
This week
as I considered this story I prayed for all children who gather at our parish,
that they might know the Lord, and discern the
presence of God in their lives and in the world. That as those journeying with them we might be discerning and wise, as Eli was with Samuel on this particular night.
There is
much to consider in this story:
- God
speaks to us! Think of the ways God speaks to us.
- - We can learn to listen to God; others can help us learn about following God.
- Sometimes God chooses
the youngest, or most unlikely person to show us who He is and to lead his
people.
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